Today? Will it be today?

Oh, probably not.  Not that I'm trying to be negative, just realistic.  Trying to prepare my heart so I wont be too disappointed when the sun sets and we haven't heard anything,  We've been anticipating "the call" for a week now and the anxiety is very high.  I'm going to try my best to relax and focus today.  This is the day that the Lord has made I will rejoice and be glad in it!  But I will also scan the internet hourly, check e-mail, and look at our adoptive face book group about a hundred times, I'm just wired that way!