Will it be today?

Oh this has been the question of the day for a couple weeks now.  There's still much excitement but a natural protectiveness about me today, a guarding of my heart if you will.   It's ( the waiting) has become so much a part of me that I'm starting to wonder what it'll be like once we have some definitive answers.  But there are so many things to consider; gender, age, birthplace, birthday, what we were doing the day of her birth.  Where are they now and in what condition.  How will I endure once I see that face and can't go immediately?   The Lord will provide; He has thus far!